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Well hello there. Most of you know me as “Abby” but here it goes:
I’m Amanda. A 19 year old girl who grew up in a single house. My life hasn’t been the greatest for me, and being here really helped me in the beginning. My character Cornelius was a creation of my own since I had to get away, but obviously there is something wrong. The roleplay in the start made me feel welcome because most of the people accepted me. It was the greatest feeling in the world since irl, I’m a loner. The roleplay world started for me when I was about 9-10 years old, and I loved it. It brought back a lot of memories for me, and it made me feel comfortable. But as I started to get into my career, and my academics, no one would really care. I felt like I was completely closed out, and when I reached out, no one either reminded me about things happening between us, or just ignored me. I appreciate the ones who actually para-ed with me. And I’m sorry for the times I completely forgot. I have done wrong here too. But overall, I’ve been coming on and posting in the ooc blog, which has only become a mess. Most of the players need to realize that you also have a life outside of the internet. It’s not you’re whole life, and that’s what this damned generation has to learn. The drama that was created here was un-necessary. Being told to kill myself is wonderful. REALLY GUYS?! You make it seem like drama was so wrong, and yet everyone, including myself, either has caused it, or participated in it. I’m ashamed to be part of this rp because of the drama, but I loved the plots and bios. But I don’t think I’ve ever seen something so pointless as to tell someone to kill them because they either don’t participate in an rp, or even do what someone wants. No one knows what anyone has been through, what daily feelings they have, and why they are on this earth. That doesn’t give anyone the right to say anything mean towards another person.
As for my Josephine character, that’s me. My Bio is me, as well as my secret. I tried it where I was basically going to be me, and see if people would ignore my character like they ignore me, or like Jo. But seeing as I was barley on, and no one really spoke to her. It shows me how great of a person I am. Yes, I am young, but I’m going into therapy, and know a lot about psychological interactions. Whatever you get out of my posts, you got out of me. I also would love to understand why someone would chose to ignore someone THATS ON THEIR DAMNED DASH. I saw lurkers every time, and even ignored my ooc posts. I at least tried to talk to everyone, and gave my contact out so you guys can help with plots, and create drama for your character. Maybe I’m overreacting, but who cares.
I loved this rp in the start, and now I’m glad it’s only a memory for me.
If anyone wants to help me with a rp I am doing, let me know. If you’d like to be a character, let me know. Otherwise I wish everyone a great and happy life. <3
-Amanda.
Cornelius’s secret: Famous NY Musician
Josephine’s secret: Raped since she was 14, has very serious commitment and social problems that can’t be taken care of.
Contact:
elegantstrawberryabby.tumblr.com
I need some more upbeat music.
Well maybe I should add music to your iPod. smiles I am alright. I haven’t had many people talk to me in a while, so I’m just happy someone’s talking to me. School’s been alright?
If you can figure out the madness that is my iPod, you are welcome to it. School is okay. I just needed to de-stress for a bit so I went away before exams. By the way, apparently there is over SPF 100. I so need to try that for next time. Did you hear that they are building a college here?
I’ll try anything once, so hand over the iPod! Ha, but seriously? People have stooped to a new low. That’s disgusting. Anyone doing anything about it?
I need some more upbeat music.
50s music is nice. I was listening to my iPod on the road trip home and I never realized how melancholy, not counting the Disney stuff, most of my music is. I’ve been pretty good Cor. How about you?
Well maybe I should add music to your iPod. smiles I am alright. I haven’t had many people talk to me in a while, so I’m just happy someone’s talking to me. School’s been alright?
Hey guys,
I’m sorry I havn’t been on. I’m kind of in the worst situation irl. I hate abusive guys….:/
Pandas are asian, white, and black. Woah.
totally high cornelius is high
